Diary of a madman: Insanity has a name

[LaN]

Monday, December 17, 2012
11:04 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: Love haun
11:05 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: You can feel free to remove me as well
11:05 PM - LaN: I never remove people, well rarely
11:06 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: I think I've given you a good enough reason to
11:06 PM - LaN: You're not the worst I have on my friends list
11:06 PM - LaN: not even by a long shot
11:07 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: But I'm a drama furry
11:07 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: The worst of the worst on the interenet
11:07 PM - LaN: Still not the worst
11:07 PM - LaN: Not even the worst we had in cC's history
11:08 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: And where else could I have gone on the island
11:08 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: Haun really screwed me over ther
11:08 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: e
11:09 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: So I did the logical thing and griefed the house
11:09 PM - LaN: There's a bridge that goes to a snow biome
11:09 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: And I had gotten him every single one of the resources it took to make that house
11:09 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: "Oh no, Cave did nothing."
11:09 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: I
11:09 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: 'll ruin him on cC
11:10 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: It's not hard to make a bunch of idiots hate someone
11:11 PM - LaN: Why are you constantly trying to cause problems. It's a mystery to me.
11:11 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: Because most people are too stupid to detect it
11:12 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: If you're smater than the next man, you can get away with pretty much anything
11:12 PM - LaN: You shouldn;t call otthers stupid.
11:12 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: If I can manipulate them, they're idiots.
11:13 PM - LaN: Why would you manipulate. You said yourself you cause drama.
11:13 PM - LaN: Why
11:13 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: Why not? It's interesting. Being loud and the center of everything is amazing.
11:14 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: Nobody gives a fuck about you if you're quitet and easy to get rid of
11:14 PM - LaN: How neglected were you as a child?
11:14 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: None at all, actually. Middle class white family.
11:15 PM - LaN: Single child?
11:15 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: Oldest of three
11:15 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: I wasn't deprived of any attention
11:15 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: I never had to go without
11:15 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: I do this because I get bored.
11:15 PM - LaN: Ever dyed your hair a different color?
11:16 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: How is that relevent
11:17 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: Are you even going to finish your own conversation
11:18 PM - LaN: It is relevant
11:18 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: How so, and how many more arbitrary questions do I have to anwser.
11:18 PM - LaN: Not as arbitrary as you think.
11:19 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: No, but you're trying to gleam some 'deeper meaning' to why the fuck I do what I do
11:19 PM - LaN: Becuase, it's not a good quality to intentionally cause problems to others for amusement.
11:20 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: I never said it was
11:20 PM - LaN: Causing drama because boredom
11:20 PM - LaN: Uhm
11:20 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: It works for me
11:20 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: So what's the problem
11:20 PM - LaN: It's not a good quality in a person
11:21 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: At what point did I claim to be a good person
11:21 PM - LaN: You shouldn't have to settle for being a bad person
11:21 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: I'll be nice to others till it stops benefiting me, then I dump them like a sack of old shit
11:22 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: Implying I settled on this
11:22 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: This is the most sucessful route in life
11:22 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: You get people to trust you, and then you inevitable drain them of all they have, like a Venus Flytrap to flies
11:22 PM - LaN: It really is not.
11:23 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: It has worked for a lot of people
11:23 PM - LaN: That's how you make enemies in life.
11:23 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: That's why you get new people to drain
11:23 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: And more people
11:23 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: and they trust you and follow you blindly
11:23 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: But the real trick is sucking them dry without them even knowing
11:24 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: I have hurt so many people and caused so many problems, and I usually always come out on top
11:24 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: It works. It's nature.
11:25 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: So what have you 'gleened' from my pathetic little existance
11:25 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: Because I really am quite tired and I do have a longer day tomorrow, so if you could tell me your imput so I can forget it later, that would be appreciated
11:27 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: You've got about 4 minutes
11:28 PM - LaN: You seemed like a nice person you did. But You ruined it. And will continue to ruin it for others. Eventually you will have more enemies than people. I have not gleemed into your pathetic existence. I gleemed into the darkest regions of a man who is his own enemy. A man who is blind to what is in front of him. May god have mercy on whoever meets you in the future.
11:29 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: You say that I am blind, but I can see all and everything. I know people, I know what makes them tick, and there is nothing about anything that anybody can hide from me.
11:30 PM - LaN: This is not a saturday morning cartoon.
11:31 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: Honestly, with that previous paragraph, you were right in a sense. And I did lie to you. But about what isn't important. I have been given many reasons to hate man, and to have the reason to manipulate it as it is, so my actions, no matter who I inflict them upon are quite justified.
11:32 PM - LaN: Hellfire just go.
11:32 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: What
11:32 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 13 days: Who the fuck is that

[Haunwulf]

9:25 PM - Haun Pholvous: Wow, just like a plot twist.

[Zora]

There is building, and griefing. YES, he did build! Griefing isn't all destroying stuff. Griefing can be, well... building shit, as what happened here. The madman took the liberty of filling Haun's house with dirt and cobble. Yes he did build stuff. Did he contribute to your house? No. But you never told him that he has to contribute to your house. I don't remember where I'm going with this but it was good fun for me. I haven't had a dumb crazo attempt to grief on my server in a long time. I loved his justification for it too. 'I don't usually grief'. OH, this guy doesn't usually grief. Ok, I better let him get by on this one.

In his convo with lan I feel like he was trying to justify him causing drama with him being a furry. 'I'm a drama furry'. Seriously? I don't even... I don't even know what he did on my server, but I got complaints that he was causing trouble, thus why I had to come on in the first place. I really don't want to read the logs but if he's going around causing shit like that then saying 'I'm a drama furry', well that's the sort of shit that gives us a bad name.

tl;dr - I am really bored and I don't feel like doing my homework so I rambled. So sue me.

[LaN]

I didn't post this to be a jerk.

I posted this to show everyone and serve as a red flag.

[Zora]

This guy is bad news. I guess he's just proof that I'm still cleaning up the much cC left on my server :P Though I'm not sure why he did what he did. But he is crazy. That's a given, and that might be all the reasoning I need, assuming I ever need some.

[Beetle]

Aw. That's a shame. I hate griefing, and I'm sad it's another inside job. Not only that, but it's someone I "vouched" for. Good luck, Stormy, because from this conversation, you sound a bit bipolar. I say this based on the many many lack of years of experience I have diagnosing someone.

Also, it's "gleaned." lol

[spleenter]

I dont think i need to say anything beyond this.

I told you so.

[Beetle]

Well, I'm just glad I asked and didn't just up and unban him without saying anything. Even if he was crazy, I figured he'd last more than 24 hours after I told him to shape up.

[Scrambles]

He never did answer whether or not he dyed his hair. Either way i like Beetle's theory of him being bipolar; it adds up.

[Denzo]

You guys take vidya too seriously, chill the fuck out.

[Beetle]

You guys take vidya too seriously

Says who?

[Denzo]

Says this entire topic.

[Beetle]

Life should just be one big drunken blur

[Denzo]

Uh, sure. Okay, good luck with that.

[_Pipeline]

Just the other day I helped him get himself unbanned from the funserver, just because I'm the innocent-until-proven-guilty type who generally tolerates assholes. Now I know I don't have any reason to vouch for him anymore, since I can no longer fool myself into believing that he means well in the long run.

I know the internet with all its faceless denizens is something you'd be dumb to take dead seriously for even a moment, but what is it with this "nature" bullshit anyway? When people say that things like "natural law" and human instinct guide and justify their otherwise pointless and unwarranted bouts of selfish behavior, they only make themselves look even dumber.

[FierySnake]

o.o I wish I can create these thought provoking sentences.

[Beetle]

o.o I wish I can create these thought provoking sentences.

Some say Haun is the cC mascot. I happen to think it's FierySnake

[_Pipeline]

Lies.

Has always been and always will be Haun.

[_Pipeline]

Welp, here's probably the closest thing to Stormy's side of the story you'll get.

I asked for his permission to post this.

10:16 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Neat
10:16 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: I got my own thread
10:16 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Yup.
10:16 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Really didn't expect that
10:16 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: I like all the internet doctors
10:16 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: PROTIP: don't care if you do it to be funny, don't be a fucking dramawhore on cC
10:17 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: PROTIP: I'm probably going to do whatever, even though it's not a protip
10:17 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: you're on your own, pal.
10:17 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Nice addition of a meme, though
10:17 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: I wouldn't have gotten the point without it
10:17 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: wasn't trying to be original
10:18 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: so, what was the reason for throwing everyone into a riot?
10:18 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: pure
10:18 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: boredom?
10:18 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: I have a lot of reasons for everything
10:18 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: that says a whole lot
10:18 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: (no it doesn't)
10:19 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: If I didn't want to be vauge with you, I would have told you. But I do, so I didn't.
10:19 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Remember Hellfire?
10:19 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: No, I really don't
10:19 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: how about
10:19 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Hardbluch?
10:19 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Hardblush*
10:19 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Still no
10:19 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: I don't remember people
10:19 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: would do you good to try more
10:19 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: I don't care to remember people
10:20 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: lessons from the past
10:20 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Point is, you've kind of soiled your reputation on cC
10:20 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: nobody will ever want to be around you ever again
10:20 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: is that okay with you?
10:20 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: I didn't have one to begin with
10:20 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: People were opeing up to you
10:20 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: even if only a littl
10:20 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: e
10:20 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Not particularly
10:21 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: 10:20 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: even if only a littl
10:21 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: The only people I had ever connected with on here are people now outside of it
10:21 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Sorry
10:21 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: 'connected'
10:21 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: So, what was it then?
10:21 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Life treating you like shit lately?
10:21 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: People don't understand you?
10:22 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: God giving you the finger?
10:22 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Or
10:22 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Just feel like you've been in need of a new hobby?
10:22 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Do you honestly think I'd anwser that. I'm not stupid.
10:22 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: I'm actually curious, you dingus.
10:22 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Jeesh, it's like you think that just because you've caused drama here that everyone who talks to you is trying to set a trap
10:23 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: I actually had some respect for you
10:23 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Ok, fine
10:23 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: And I'm not gonna just automatically unfriend you
10:23 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Wait
10:23 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: If you hate me, want to say something to me, go ahead, fire away
10:23 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Just, give me a god damn second
10:26 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: No, things are not going well. I'm still not going to tell you specifics of most of it, but it's still not going well. No, I'm not ok. I've recently been overcome by a life long series of depression I don't even know what the fuck to call them, and now I'm in a position where I can't find any help for it, medication or counseling wise. I'm sad for no fucking reason constantly, I trust no one, I flip my shit whenever I percieve someone trying to wrong me in any sort of way possible and I'm not ok. I dwell on every single wrong that has been done to me and I'm not healthy. I hurt fucking constantly, in the previously mental sense and the physical sense, and I've alienated almost everyone close to me.
10:26 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: I do not expect this to be taken seriously
10:26 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Hmm
10:26 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: well
10:26 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: It's just fodder for something.
10:27 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: it could be true, but then again maybe not
10:27 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: but I guess I can never know for sure
10:27 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: I said all of that shit to LaN to get him to hate me on purpose so he would go away
10:27 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: it seemed pretty elaborately posied
10:27 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: poised*
10:27 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: I'm not stupid enough to leave holes
10:28 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: If I had just removed him myself, he would have added me back possibly
10:28 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: And then things might have gotten worse
10:28 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: So if I got him to hate me, I would have never had to let things get worse
10:29 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: And you're going to post all of this on the forums, but I really don't care. Do what you please, I've told you what you wanted to know.
10:29 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Look
10:29 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: I'll only share this if you really don't care
10:30 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: if you have actual, lasting reservations about it, then this conversation will die with us
10:30 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: It couldn't possibly get worse if I tried. I honestly wanted to finish this stupid god damned map for the group, and now I have no use for it.
10:30 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: so it's about the map you were making then?
10:31 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: What?
10:31 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: I really don't know anything about anything, sorry
10:31 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: No, I'm just disapointed that I have no reason to finish it.
10:31 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Well I'm sure you do know
10:31 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: that your actions have basically chronically ended any and all involvement with the cC community
10:32 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: of your*
10:32 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: I'm well aware
10:32 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: one way or the other
10:32 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: whether you become another laughingstock, it won't matter because we'll all soon forget about it in time
10:33 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Thanks, needed this pep talk
10:33 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Well then
10:34 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Should I post this on the forums, or would you genuinely have a problem with that?
10:34 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Like I said
10:34 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: Can't get worse
10:34 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Then I guess I have my answer
10:34 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: I don't mean any personal offense
10:35 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: as much as I do not appreciate what you did
10:36 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: Hopefully, at the very least, people will understand a little bit of why you did what you did
10:36 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: They won't
10:37 PM - [DAY] Stormy Outerland - 11 days: It's funny internet drama
10:37 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: well if it can't get any worse, either it will do nothing whatsoever, or it will only get better

[Haunwulf]

Well I guess that explains the Vanillabuds-Stormy relationship well.

Both were permabanned at the same time-period.
Both were making maps
Maps were both for cC
And now they have no hope left in their mapmaking career with cC.

I don't know, I knew something was up with Stormy yesterday. Because I seemed like the admin he relied on the most for just about everything before. And him blowing up on me, of all places, took place in minecraft. When I read LaN's post on what Stormy it came to mind was that he was using me to actually earn some power in this community. That was what made me loathed him. What he had done was easily forgivable to me, He could've said sorry, explain why and how if he wanted, and then acted like it never happened when on tf2. But that wasn't the case sadly.

The one thing I regret the most from this situation is that I'm yet a again being revolved around a major cC drama starter. I was revolved around Hellfire and that experience sucked.

Spoiler: I taught Hellfire how to micspam.

[Zora]

It seems like everybody was getting along with him pretty fine for a while. Like _Pipeline said, "10:20 PM - •cC• _Pipeline.exe: People were opeing up to you." I'd be feeling like shit too if my private conversation was posted on a public forum without my consent. Everything else from here on out that he says is probably just him riding the wave. What can he do? Redeem himself? That's not happening.

On the other side of my mind:

This guy is an attention whore. He never said 'yes please post this!' because that would give him away. That would be weird. I cant imagine anybody who would want that conversation posted, but he never explicitly said no. It is very possible in the back of his mind he was hoping that you would post this, because hey, that's attention. This is attention, and he is basking in it. He admits he loves to cause drama.

Either way, I get the strong feeling that this guy is putting on a show for us.

[StormyOuterland]

I don't believe I am going to redeem myself,
but that load of hypocrisy coming from the guy who flipped shit and disassociated his minecraft server can't seriously be taken seriously.

[Scrambles]

What Zora did was completely rational and the way he executed his decision was polite and reasonable for the circumstances.

shush ur buns

[StormyOuterland]

He took his ball home so nobody else could play

[Zora]

I did not dissociate my server to gain attention and cause drama. I feel like you are trying to invoke a dramatic response from me, and, had I the self control of a two year old, it might have worked.

He took his ball home so nobody else could play

I... I'm not quite understanding what you mean by this...

[Scrambles]

What he meant to say was "he moved his ball to a location more discrete to griefers and told everyone important of its location"

[Zora]

What is this ball? I'm not getting that metaphor.

[Scrambles]

You know...

Ball

[Zora]

Ohhhh ok thank you I understand now. Yes. Ball.

[Scrambles]

No prob mang

ball means server