calculatedChaos Gaming

Alright,

Recently I've been dealing with a lot of situations both on and off server regarding both my asshole attitude and my administrative abuse as well; I would like to explain the reasons I have for doing such to all of you. Firstly, like I'm sure most of you do, I have a life, and in this life there are problems, like my teachers, parents, friends, enemies, and general annoyances that exist here on the server. These pains generally proceed to slowly build up my anger level over time, slowly, but surely, by the end of a week at school, I'm usually ready to commit murder. At exactly 5:00 PM every other weekend I arrive at my mother's house and log onto the prestigious video game, Team Fortress 2. I like this game, and I like this server, but you all need to realize that by the time I've first arrived on the servers after two consecutive weeks of school in a row, I can usually be ready to just relax, and I, of course, abuse my power. I understand that this causes most if not all of you to be angry at me, but as I type I've already endured about three days of school, and my anger level is slightly left than half; people will get angry, some more so than others. So please understand that the less you piss me off, the less I am tempted to abuse my powers all over the place.

I hope you guys understand.

~HellFire, a slightly angry server admin

Admin powers should be used unbiased always.
So only based on the paragraph above, not having experienced any of it first hand, I say that's no excuse.

Don't shit where you sleep. Or, in this case, don't piss off people where you play.

No criticism is needed. post was merely to inform me that I vent on my previous week's events.

All i got from it is that you take your frustration out with admin commands. That right?

Hellfire does not use his admin on me so i don't care!










PS it's don't shit were you eat..... just try not to ever use your admin and you'll be a good one.

Gypsy Joe wrote:
PS it's don't shit were you eat..... just try not to ever use your admin and you'll be a good one.

So shitting where you sleep is cool then?

Ya man i piss in the shower everyday why not were you sleep? hamsters do it!

Guys, I'm just reminding you that my life is hectic, and I sometimes take it out here.

hellfire you have never used your admin to bother me... so you know i'm only trying to help you when i say.. i don't care... make sure you don't take your anger out by using admin!

Gypsy Joe wrote:Ya man i piss in the shower everyday why not were you sleep? hamsters do it!

I piss in the shower every day also, but Gypsy, I have never shit in the shower.

Never? not even once?

[DAWN]HellFire wrote:Guys, I'm just reminding you that my life is hectic, and I sometimes take it out here.

I understand your life, and I think that's cool and all. Most of us come from backgrounds that can seem a little edgey. But if everybody facing anger problems started to get it all off using Team Fortress 2 admin powers, it would literally be hell.

So you have your reason for abuse. Now what's the next step? You know that you are easily angered, so what steps can you take to show the world that you can control that anger? How far are you willing to go to stop what you do? Because obviously from your post you already know that people have issues with you, and that will never change no matter what. People are people, and they will never be pleased. But when you realize that you are acting rashly, just take a chill pill and forget that you have admin. Better yet, just leave when you think you're about to get out of hand. Ever wonder why Plastic Jesus rages so much? Because when he gets mad, he realizes it and doesn't want to do ANYTHING by bias or rash means. So he leaves, if that's the only thing that works then so be it. Find out what works for you and get to work, buddy!

TL;DR: Abuse is not the only answer. Find something new!

Like pissing in the shower... EASY stress release

Divine Fate wrote: Ever wonder why Plastic Jesus rages so much? Because when he gets mad, he realizes it and doesn't want to do ANYTHING by bias or rash means. So he leaves, if that's the only thing that works then so be it.

Yep. Luckily he leaves before he slays an entire team or demoralizes them by yelling at them.


But, I agree with your point.

Divine Fate wrote:

[DAWN]HellFire wrote:Guys, I'm just reminding you that my life is hectic, and I sometimes take it out here.

Ever wonder why Plastic Jesus rages so much? Because when he gets mad, he realizes it and doesn't want to do ANYTHING by bias or rash means. So he leaves, if that's the only thing that works then so be it. Find out what works for you and get to work, buddy!

TL;DR: Abuse is not the only answer. Find something new!

Yeah Plastic only bans people for not using their mic, being new and saying he's being a dick, not being drunk with him etc. if that's what you need to do hellfire the go for it... way to lead by example plastic!
Also you can kick people out of boredom or so you can try to team stack, mute the server just so we can hear the word vomit that comes out of his mouth half the time... oh yeah and at the end of all that... rage because we don all love you as much as you think ( if that's how you want to play it like Jesus) for now me and you are cool hellfire. =D

GrimGriz wrote:Don't shit where you EAT. Or, in this case, don't piss off people where you play.

mixing up of expressions, it should be eat not sleep

[DAWN]HellFire wrote:Alright,

I have a life, and in this life there are problems, like my teachers, parents, friends, enemies, and general annoyances that exist here on the server.

dude, do you not think that everyone has their own problems? just chill the fuck out and dont let this stuff simmer in your head. flush the shit outa ur brain dude.

I'm just stating this so the question as to WHY I abuse is answered.

Here is a good one to prevent you from having to explain your abuse. Don't abuse. If you get pissed off take it out on a punching bag.

Boxing and wrestling are good stress reliving activities. As long as you don't, you know, KILL them.

When I get pissed off I pump iron and work the speed bag as well as the big one. Does wonders on stress. First timers beware on the punching bags. Wrap your hands or you'll fuck up your knuckles.

I have a pretty miserable life too. Viano and Brael can vouch for that.

That being said, I'm only a douche with admin when it's universally funny.

Yeah thats true... Fact: i love Guy montag
Fact: i dont love hellfire

Gypsy Joe wrote:Yeah thats true... Fact: i love Guy montag
Fact: i dont love hellfire

That's more or less true for me too!